pinkdomomustache:

They are my sisters! Though we may not share my blood or my family, they will always be there for me  & me for them! They mean everything to me. Love you guys. 

@jenvia - @lianne - @krishanne 

When you get back, we will still be. Although in the middle of now and the future(what will actually happen), we will have possibilities of shutting out ourselves in each of our lives. Maybe, it’s a part of how we adapt. Of how the tension of longing for each other allows us to look for asylums in other people. But that’s not what really matters. What matters is that, in that tiny synapse between now and the future, we still have a lot of time to catch up. Make things work. Make things happen

Remember, we still have the ability to make change. Even if somehow change is that indomitable. We’ll be here, together. Facing change, for as long as we’re existing.

The last ounce of vanity as we call it. Two days ago was one of the most abrupt but fun meetings we’ve ever had. We mulled for a long on time on which school supplies to buy. We veered almost endlessly looking for books worth it enough for our interests. We continuously talked and talked to each other as if we never ran out of topics. We took pictures: unleashed the vanity all over again. Although, these were the only few decent pics that we got.

And even though we won’t be able to do this for a long time, I didn’t really care at that time. Because at that time, every moment of it, it seemed infinite. Ten years of friendship seemed all infinite :)

I love you Jen :) Here we go!

I won’t lose you.  

I already lost you before. I wont let that happen again. I wont wait till the next collision because I will vector those tiny particles of me towards you. Make you remember how much our amity means to me. I wont deny the simple pleasures of saying what I feel. But I don’t expect you to reciprocate. I don’t expect you to tell me. Tell me something you don’t mean; something you’re just forced to say.

You don’t have to do anything for me now. You’ve done a lot already. It makes me feel like you deserved more; I should’ve been more. I’m sorry. And that is legit.

infinities; some are smaller and some are larger.

I don’t want ours to end. I would never let that end. I would never let stupidity run into me again.
I would never leave you. I would never let you go.

(please bear with me)